We started off as strangers, and we got close when it was the holiday period. Now that we both have a life to live, apart from each other, i think the purpose of us being together just died... from such a sweet and beautiful thing to becoming a burden in our lives. Our lives will not cross each other's paths from now onwards and never will till we get married. I just cant bear to feel so insignificant in your life... so useless. I really feel that the gap is getting wider and wider as each day passes by and it really sucks cause im sure thats not what we want. Im so lost, without direction. I cant feel your love, im tearing apart. I didnt know its gonna be such a tough journey. we have been fighting everyday ever since you have started school and i honestly dont know why. Its so hurtful. Maybe our lives just... sucks.

I cant feel you, baby. I need you.