This is what im afraid of; you getting tired of me. It always happens in between the 5th/6th month of a relationship and its always the turning point where how much you really love someone is being put to the test.

Its 12.00am on the 5th month, and you didnt wish me like how you would. Okay, i can overlook that; its nothing, we're going to be stuck together for the rest of our lives so i guess it doesnt matter. It hurts, but i get it.

Im as insecure as you. Remembered how that guy dumped me because he got tired of me, got so annoyed with me? Yeah, i remembered those feelings.

You just reminded me why i shoud be single for the rest od my life, because i suck at relationships, because i hold onto every single detail too firmly and i take these shit too seriously.

We've been through several relationships before we met each other. Both of us know exactly how it feels to be abandoned.

Ive never loved myself, and i dont see any reason to. I tried to dig out any plausible reasons but nope god forbids because im just so not special.

I get insecure when you talk to other girls, i just do. I mind, but im not saying u cant. Its my own issues that i have to deal with, but you dont just assume that im mad and that im trying to start a fight...

Life is so sucky now, and our relationship is going downhill. I dont feel that you love me as much as before.

Maybe its just me; blame it on me for being such a boring person. If you ever leave, i'd understand.