Everyone changes. Be it physically or mentally. Its just something that is inevitable and something that will make or break a relationship.

Im with my boy for 5 months now and honestly the first 3 months was the honeymoon period, and then we got so comfortable in each other's company that we started taking each other for granted and forgotten why we fell in love with each other in the first place.

Ive indeed changed a lot throughout this period of the relationship and i hate me for what i am now. I tend to grow clingy and guys would leave me at this part of the relationship. I would be so emotional, so crazy that it got me thinking, ' is this who i was 5 months ago? '

I was such a sweet, understanding, non controlling girlfriend. Now im just some crazy girl who is overly emotional and thinks too much. This is the first time that ive love someone so much that im so afraid fhat he would leave me. Its already a dream when he loves me back for who i am.

I really want us to feel the same we did back then five months ago, but its impossible now. Too many things have changed. I guess i just have to deal with this ongoing insecurity myself and swallow it hard.