12 more days till the big day and yes im scared to my wits. Its just the 2nd biggest fear of all jc students other than A levels which take shit to another whole new level.

Just by the thought of what i have to lose if i retain seriously haunts me. My position as a councillor, my friends and girls from s21, my pride as well as wasting another year. The stakes are so high that i cant afford to screw up. Not this time.

So far my results are really shaky but i should feel better cause there are definitely others who are worse than me. Promo is accounted for 80% of our grades in our entire jc1 exam, and yes, its do or die.

I know its not the right time to freak out but i guess i have to maintain and work under the pressing time and intensified pressure.

So far my results for CA/SA (10% each) are
Physics: U/B
Econs: C/A
Maths: S/U
H1:
Chemistry: U/S
GP: D/E
Chinese: E/B

it doesnt really look that bad from the first glance but my overall for chem is 35%, which is just meeting the promotional critieria and as for maths 33%, 2% away from promotional criteria. If i get retain because of maths i swear im not going to forgive myself for being such a fooling and ignorant prick for taking h2 maths just because i think with hardwork it makes a difference. Just please let me be right for once and let me get promoted to J2. ),:

Enough of ranting, shall hit the books now.