Its been a few months now. It still definitely hurts whenever i come to think about it when im alone. I've learnt and came to accept the fact that you got tired of me and eventually  moved on from me. What hurts is that that heartbreak took away everything; i no longer want to give my all to anyone because they are going to break my heart eventually, get tired of me and move on. I really thought that i had a fairytale ending, but i was so wrong. I dont believe in a happily ever after anymore, neither do i want to love anyone because im just so incapable. I dont trust people easily anymore and always have doubts about everything. Pain has indeed changed people. But what can i say, maybe im just a horrible person that made everyone left. But its okay, im fine alone now. And i will be stronger in time to come... but i will never be the same again.