Today is the 14th of January 2012, and im feeling especially happy. :)
Yesterday had Sec one cca orientation. Didnt train cause my leg's awfully swollen! Slacked around with feeqa and waikiat and ended up talking instead of studying. Opps!

Had a last minute study date with bennett today! He told me to meet at 3.40pm and i left house at 3.40pm. hehe. I dont know why im always the earliest to arrive with others but latest when im out with him. Like 3 times already. hehehe.
Bennett is the biggest bastard i've ever known i swear. He made me laughed my ass off the whole freaking day and tortured me by confiscating my phone and almost killed me. We ended up going to Burger King, then J. Co for frozen yoghurt and went around shopping for my heels and his netball shoes for yy.
Had a lot of inside jokes with him that made total so memorable. :) yay!

Gonna have 3 tests next week and im so not prepared. Oh no. What should i do!
Dont know why i feel so F-L-Y these few days. Can someone tell me why?
Man, i totally hate the feeling of self-denial. It's damn right obvious that its the truth why can't i just accept it instead of running away from it. This is bad siokhwee! You should be facing the truth not running away from it! Sigh, probably im just too worried about the consequences of facing it. Oh well! Let nature takes its own course. :) GOOD GIRL!

Oh, and i've made my decision:
Im quitting ballet for now. I just have too many things to cope with and im kind of losing interest in ballet. I'll reconsider joining back after secondary four but for now im gonna quit. Now i dont have to feel guilty for always skipping ballet every saturday.

bennett, in case if you're reading this:
" It takes a more badass bastard to know one. " :)