Its saturday!:)
Had a pretty short curriculum yesterday till 12.45pm and had my math test till 1.30pm. Found melodie in the council room and we ended up walking around like two idiots waiting for training to start.
Training was called off due to the bad weather and miss woon had to leave to 4.30pm.
Took bus 10 with mel and went to J. Co to study with annoying bennett and yunhan.
I swear Its seriously annoying when bennett's around. He'll just end up making me laugh my ass off and nothing goes into my head. I would really think twice now before studying with him. Hahaha:)
Reached home around 7pm and watched gossip girl s5e11! Chuck didnt die! However, chuck and balir arent together and blair's gonna marry Louis anyway. Why is this love so tough and complicated! Gosh.
Well, felt depressed and cried. Slept at 10. Woke up in the morning and feel so much better now. Everything was just so blur and surreal.

I feel really dumb falling for you. I really do. Everytime when i've thought that you've forgotten about me, you'll just pull me right back into your life and giving false hopes. You'll always leave me feeling more horrible than ever everytime you just ditch me after having your motives accomplished. What am i to you? I've told you time and again that im not a toy for you to play with my feelings with. If you dont feel the same way like how i do for you, at least let me know so that i can feel at ease. Why do you always avoid telling me how you feel when its damn right obvious that you dont? Isnt this playing with my feelings?
Your pathetic sorrys wont make up for what you had done to me. It took you a long time to even tell me that you are. Don't you know how much pain, suspense and emotional torture you had put me through all these months? The reason why i kept whatever that happened between us is because i dont want to spoil your reputation.
Im closing my heart from you, im never going to open it to you ever again. You're not even worth my tears.
If you cant take my words seriously why should i?
Fuck you, and fuck off from my life for good. Dont ever come back.