It was a really fucked up week. I dont know why but i feel super cranky this week but everything's just fine. Moodswing much? Oh well.

Had a misunderstanding with a really good friend of mine just because of one text. I mean i seriously come on it's really dumb alright. I find it seriously damn nonsensical and i thought i wouldnt get affected by it.
In the end, i got so affected that i couldnt even study properly for my chemistry test just because i was so worried about my friend. This just shows how much my friend means to me. I really wish i knew this sooner.
Made up the very next day and i felt so relieved:)

Studied with bennett at J. Co again and we made a hell of a racket. We were always fighting over phones.
I think the frequent customers must be seriously pissed at us because we always act as if we are having war.
hahaha! AND STUPID ASSHOLE SPILLED YOGHURT ON ME AND STILL LAUGHED. Oh god.
We ended up not studying again and played all the way. Hahahaha i knew that was coming anyway. :)

Yesterday night something really shocking happened. No words can ever, ever describe how i felt yesterday.
It turns out that a good friend had been crushing on me for quite some time now and all along i thought he treated me as a friend, nothing more.
His message was seriously sweet, even sweeter than honey. My heart literally melt when i looked through the message. I never knew he was that kind of guy who is expressive and his words could actually capture a girl's heart. I was at loss of what to even say.
To be honest, everything came to sudden and i really need time to think things over before i rush into any impulsive decisions that will hurt him. I've asked for a week to think about over, and he replied, 'Sure, take as long as you want.' Oh god sweet or what!
He's the perfect boyfriend material and i dont deny that i actually care for him more than anyone else, but one thing that's stopping me is actually letting people know about this. I dont know why i feel like keeping it a secret if i agree to it. I've asked around some of my friends and they all said the same thing, ' if you both are in love with each other, nothing else matters. ' which kinda makes sense though.
Okay whatever, im gonna make my decision by friday and i swear i will seriously think through about it.
XOXO:) sleeping!